rich family??standard family??poor family??

pauline said tat i envy her rich..
muz thx her....coz she make me haf some comments n feelings abt wat she said...
n i wrote tis blog,
haha......
i was borned at hospital thong sin(KL)...
my dad was a samseng last time..
thn bcoz of this...his sister forced him to go sabah work...
thn i have had my childhood in sabah for 18 years...
erm my dad working for his sis's husband in sabah....
therefore,
i lived in a standard family(not rich or poor)..
v had simple life that i reli appreciate it so much....
now i studying in taylors university college main campus, subang jaya...
i having CAL(cambrige alevel)course now...which the tuiton fees quite exp now....
almost 8k per semester....total 3 semester...
my dad save a lot to support my studies now...(coz he is not a boss, juz a worker)
i driving a proton saga which is older than me now(the car of my uncle's company)..
erm...then got one day, i told my dad tat i xiong buy a mazda rx-8...
thn my dad explain a lot to me, n awake me.....
i reli got a bit feel tat i am "bai ga zai"...
coz my dad save a lot for us....
i haf n-95, ipod classic 80gb....somemore n more....
but i still not satisfy....ask for rx-8 somemore...
thn my dad said:
"not i cant afford to buy rx-8 for u....
is tat i dun wan u rely on me so much...
other ppl rich is their own problem..
if u drive a rx-8,
others' conclusions is only tat wakao, tis guy so rich!!(but all his money is his dad one)...
if one ppl reli success, is he success by his own hand n his own efford!!!
i reli awake after my dad told me all of tis!!!i admit tat i not rich enuff....
but i am not such kind of dog....n wana to envy ppl's richness...

smth needs to b added is tat: my gandmum n grandpa died b4 i was born...they had 12 kids(6 sons n 6 daughters), coz of their living standard not quite high last time, thn they din pass anythg to my dad, my dad achieved all thgs by his own!!!DAD, u r the best!i love u!!
although thr a many rich guys who achieved their success by getting theirs parents' business or fortune....
but i totally wont envy of them....
keke....
now i haf a belief
tat is
"v will only appreciate thgs tat v achieved by ourselves..thn i will try to get a success by my own effort...n having a nice life wif miao next time..."
actually i oso quite rich now among my frens.....haha...==
ps: one more thg!!
thx my good fren, ah herng...
he told me smth again....
he said tat no nid bother pauline...
coz v come here is to study de....thx a lot...herng...